In all my programs, in all my articles, with all my energy remedies I am working towards that: to enable you to see what you can’t see.

Which really confirms my suspicion that we are, as a whole, schizophrenic. And maybe even multiple personality disordered. Or dissociate…

We “blatantly” ignore, or not see what is in front of us. We marry a person who we could know they will leave us, abuse us, beat us, but for some inner reason, we don’t see it.

And you are not lying either: one personality is blind to it. It doesn’t fit in, so you don’t see it.

I have done plenty of stuff in my life I wasn’t proud of at the time. I suppressed even seeing them… until I integrated.

I used to think that it’s pretending, but I now see that it is in fact a mental disease. Where you really have two standards that don’t work together, and you had to split yourself in two.

I am working on integrating you.

One result of the integration, if succeeds, is that you’ll be able to become an adult.

My Gentian persona, going into despair at the drop of a hat, was a way you could see that I wasn’t an adult through and through. I am now an adult 98%.

FOOTNOTES

  1. vice versa: with the main items in the preceding statement the other way around.
  2. These are the questions I measure in your Starting Point Measurements
  3. 1. your vibration (1–1000):
    2. your overall intelligence, emotional, intellectual, spiritual, body, relationship, etc.:
    3. the number of spiritual capacities you have:
    4. your soul correction (your machine): https://www.yourvibration.com/sc
    5. do you have attachments?
    6. the level of your health (1–100):
    7. the level of your cell hydration (1–100):
    8. your relationship to feedback and instruction:
    9. The level of discomfort you are willing to allow w/o trying to fix it. This is your TLB score
    10. The size of your vocabulary: the number of words you can use accurately:
    11. To what degree you think of yourself:
    12. # of fixed mindset:
    13. Ambition:
    14. Desire:
    15. Degree of inauthenticity overall:
    16. Level of integrity 1–100:
    17. how enslaved are you to memes? (what percentage of your life is run by memes?)
    18. do you have a bridge between your precious “I” and your actual I? your level of delusion
    19. To what degree you have access to your adult capacities %
    20. Recommendations:

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